Short Hair, Don't Care

Well y'all…I finally did it! After months of toying with the idea of short hair (ah!), I finally decided to chop off my locks. I have to admit I was nervous - cutting off 12+ inches is a LOT of hair! I never realized how dependent I was on my long hair and how much it had become a "security blanket" for me. With new changes in the upcoming weeks, it seemed fitting to make this (drastic) change happen soon.

My hairstylist, Ashley Dana at Craft Salon, was so excited to for me to make the big transformation. I scheduled a consultation with her a week before my appointment and we discussed cut and color options for my "big day." (Quick plug - Craft Salon is AMAZING!! Seriously, I have never met more friendly people who care so much about helping you be the best version of yourself! And my stylist, Ashley, is equally as AMAZING!)

When I walked into the salon on the day of my appointment, everyone was so excited to get started on the transformation. Ashley and I talked once more before starting the process and she, and the other wonderful staff, made me feel at ease about completely changing my look. I was thankful for the encouragement because when Ashley cut off the first ponytail I gasped in shock of how short my hair was!! (I haven't cut off length of my hair since 2007….it was a shock to see it so short!) The lady getting her hair done next to me was on the phone and had to let the person on the other line go because "the girl next to me just chopped off 12 inches of her hair and I have to see this!" :)

Once both ponytails were chopped off it felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders…literally! And after all the nerves, it wasn't so bad! After all, it is just hair and it will grow back. (But I am LOVING my short hair so it may be a while...)

This experience has been more than a physical transformation. I learned that in some ways I was hiding behind my hair - it draped me in comfort and complacency for so long and through some challenging life experiences. Cutting off 12 inches has helped me truly let go and has given me the confidence to embrace my new beginnings with a smile, a positive attitude, and fabulous short hair! :)

"A woman who cuts her hair is about to change her life." 

-Coco Chanel

New Beginnings

"…but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." 

Isaiah 40:31

This verse was given to me on a keychain around this time two years ago by a dear colleague and friend. I was beginning a new chapter in my life and left the classroom to spread my wings as a science instructional specialist. The opportunity was exactly what I had been hoping for. I loved being a teacher but was needing to take some time out of the classroom. I was worn out.

I recently found myself in the exact position I was in just two years ago - worn out. But this time, it was different. My heart wasn't in the job. Thankfully, the Lord spoke to my heart and helped me see what my true passion is - teaching kids and being part of the moments when they learn. He opened doors for me to meet some incredible people who helped me find my calling again as a science teacher.  I can't help but believe He had this planned all along! (Duh!) 

I have had the fortune of being a part of three amazing campuses in my time as an educator in CCISD. Each campus has impacted me both as an educator and a person. I have been so blessed to work beside some amazing teachers and have learned incredible things from each and every one of them.

Yesterday it became official - I am hanging up my Eagle wings for a new nest at Lomax Junior High. While I am beyond thrilled to be back in the classroom, this is a very bittersweet transition for me. My Eagle home holds a very, very special place in my heart. I have spent all of my career as an Eagle (in one way or another) and dedicated countless hours in planting roots in the school and its people. I will miss everything about the campus - the building, the staff, my fellow teachers, and the students. I have cherished every single moment on that campus. Every. Single. Moment. Some of the most amazing people I know I met as an Eagle - friends, this is not goodbye.

Just remember: Once an Eagle, Always an Eagle.

Trading in my Eagle wings to be a Lobo!

My strength has been renewed and I am soaring once again.

Last day in CCISD.